Dreams, we all have them. When we are young we dream of what our lives will look like, who we will marry, that Prince Charming riding in on his white horse to sweep us off of our feet. Or maybe we have planned out a career path, the type of house we will live in or the friendships we will have, the number of perfectly behaved children, I could go on forever! While most if not all of us have dreamed of a life, lifestyle, possession etc, very few of us are actually living the exact life we dreamed of when we were younger.
While I am blessed on many levels, I have an amazing husband who loves God, 3 beautiful girls and many friends, none of it actually looks the way I thought it would. And if I am measuring my life by outward successes or failures, to most people it would seem that I am fairly ordinary. No significant career title, although what is really more significant than mommy ;). No vast riches or wealth, we are a typical family living the average life, except for this… I do not measure the success of my life by titles or riches but rather my relationship with my Heavenly Father and my obedience to His plans for my life. If at the end of my life I can stand before my Father to only hear Him say Well Done! Then I will have obtained the success we all long for on some level.
As I was thinking about my own life and the direction it has taken I was immediately reminded of Jeremiah 29:11-13
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you
and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will
call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek
me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
Now honestly my first reaction to this mental dialogue I had with God over this verse was “God, this can’t be the verse that you want me to consider at this time. I have heard this verse quoted/preached dozens of times! I want something new and fresh from your word God! But alas, I opened my Bible and read it anyway. And here is what God showed me…Jeremiah’s life was ordinary as well! When Jeremiah spoke, no one listened, he was poor, thrown into prison, rejected by friends and family. Definitely not someone you would have looked up to during his time or even someone that you would have labeled successful, BUT he obeyed God! Jeremiah did not allow the physical manifestations of success to dictate his obedience. I would imagine that Jeremiah’s own personal plans of being obedient to God did not include being poor, thrown in prison or being rejected by those he loved. I do believe though that regardless of the worldly measure of his success Jeremiah lived a life of NO REGRETS! And regardless of how unsuccessful Jeremiah appeared to those around him, God knew the plans He had for Jeremiah and they were good!
You see we can have all the titles we want - Doctor, Lawyer, Author, Pastor (insert your dream or title(s) here) or all the money/possessions we desire, but if we have not remained obedient to God’s plans for our lives it is all meaningless. We will one day stand before the throne of God and He will not ask us “What title did you carry while on earth?” Rather I believe the more important question will be “What did you do with the plans I had for you? Did you wallow in self pity because life did not go the way you planned or did you allow the earthly success that you did achieve to define you and live on the high of a title rather than on the place I was calling you to? To reach the poor, the orphans, the widows, your neighbors, your family?” May we each be able to say Yes Lord I obeyed! 1 Samuel 15:22 "Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the voice of the LORD ? To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams.